KAN – Kimi ga Suki Mune ga Itai (English Lyrics)

君が好き胸が痛い
Love You So Much It Hurts

Even after spotting you in a crowd of people
I still pretend like I don’t see you
I just want to see your smile first
For no reason in particular

So many things I want to talk to you about
I don’t even know where to start
I’m just glad I got to see you
When you must be so busy

Ah, I love you so much it hurts
I want to be closer to you
I might be joking around
But you do not know
The crushing loneliness I feel

Walking with you in the evening
It feels awkward somehow
I have almost everything I want
The only thing missing is you

Ah, I love you so much it hurts
I want to see you closer
I might be acting cool
But you do not know
I’m so lonely I could cry

Time in this city will undoubtedly keep passing
Everyone around us will keep getting older
But the one thing that won’t change
Is the fact that I’ll still love you
As I alone remain in place
Just marking time

Ah, I love you so much it hurts
In the end it’s you I want to be with
I might be acting cool
But you do not know
You still do not know
I’m so lonely I could cry

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KAN – Curry Rice (English Lyrics)

カレーライス
Curry Rice

Once again, I made you angry
And before long you started to cry
Escaping into the coldness of the evening

Guess there’s no helping it
Tonight I’ll heat up the leftover curry
And wait for you, in silence

I’m looking for a good way of putting it
Something trivial yet somehow meaningful…

Right, it’s like having leftover curry in the morning
It cooled down once but you just warm it up again, and it’s fine
It cooled down once but you just warm it up again, and it’s fine

Guess I’ll head out to look for you soon — it’s getting dark
And there you were, waiting for me at the usual river bed

If you were truly to go away forever
I wonder what I would do then?
Let’s just go home for now, holding hands

No matter what happens
We’ll keep living in this house together
For decades and decades to come

Heating up the curry, realizing there was less of it than we thought
Pretending like we’re sharing it equally
Yet hoarding it for ourselves — that’s fine, too

So, around next week
Please make more curry rice
For me, for me

It’s like eating leftover curry in the morning
It cooled down once but you just warm it up again, and it’s fine
It cooled down once but you just warm it up again, and it’s fine

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KAN – Propose (English Lyrics)

プロポーズ
Proposal

Near my place there’s a big park
With green grass, a baseball field, even a water fountain
Let’s ride our bicycles there on a sunny day
I’m a little bit faster than you
But it’s not like I’d leave you behind
I like cycling beside you
Watching your hair blowing in the wind
We don’t even have to talk, it’ll be fun anyway
So come over to my part of town

Even if something sad were to happen that day
Let’s go to the park anyway, holding hands
We’ll find some bench in the shade
Here, I’ll play my alto saxophone for you
I’m no good at it, never was
So the people, even the dogs, can’t stand being around us
And then it’ll be just you and me
I’ll listen to everything you have to say
Even if it’s all out of order
You can take your time
See, don’t you feel a little better already?
Let’s sing your favorite song together
It’s fine — no one’s around, remember?
I’m the better singer, but your voice is nicer
I really do think so

You don’t have to answer me right away
But give it some real thought
And then come to me

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I fucking love Lamp

You might think that the profanity in the above post title is completely unnecessary. If you do, you’re clearly not yet aware of how fucking much I actually love Lamp.

You know how every once in a while you find a band that just immediately grabs you by the balls? (If you’re a girl or a castrato singer, consider that a figure of speech.) Someone recommends you a song on YouTube and you go “huh, well that actually sounds really damn good.” You download the album with the track on it and you find that the rest of the songs on it sound just as good. Then you proceed to listen to their entire discography and pretty soon you’ve discovered that every single thing they’ve put out is pure perfection. You know that feeling?

You invite a friend over to your place and you tell them that there’s this band that you’re hooked on lately. You throw all of their songs in your music player and — brimming with confidence — you tell your friend to click on any damned song off the playlist and you guarantee it’ll be awesome. They click on something, you recognize which song it is from the first couple of seconds and you go “YESSS!!! I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG!” You suddenly want to shower your friend in alcohol just because of their random song choice. You know what I’m talking about?

That’s what’s currently happening with me and Lamp.

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Nujabes ~ 1974–2010

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I’ve been meaning to write a post, any post, anything at all about Nujabes for the past three years. It’s never amounted to more than a couple of words here, a couple of words there, a nod in his direction by naming this site after a song of his… but ultimately my thinking has been, “what on earth could I say about Jun Seba that hasn’t been said before and better than I ever could?

The answer is “probably nothing.” But hey.

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